Sudden i feel void, i not sure whether is noboby around me to propitiate my blankness or it was just my redundant worry. Study? Family? Money? Future career? Love? Friendship? or just health? I also don't know why i sudden feel worry or lonely?
Sometimes when i saw people achieved success no matter in which field i will imagine that i might also same as them. However reality sometimes will not same as what we imagine or dream for. What we imagine must use our will power and confident also ablity to achieve it. So jealous can't help us anything.
Anciently people always said that : ' your parents so love you that giving you everythings you wants.....so you must not worry about everything include money!" I totally hate to hear this, because they totally not understand me! I just a normall person that have concern by parents that also same as everyone, why must label me differents from other?! I can tell everyone that until now most of the things that i possess of are from my ability and hardworking (ps: but now still need the parents help esspecially the financial and stay part!)
Fret......all come from seek for desire! But without desire how can we live? How can we improve our life? How can we get respect by people? how can we get our belove?
ARRRRRRRRRRRR! What i want do now is temporary brush off my worry and enjoy serenity at the moment! My request not too much right!
